I’m hiding naked in my closet because there are mattress delivery men in my bedroom and no one thought to tell me so I was just doing my naked thing after my shower and then I was very unceremoniously shoved into my closet and I don’t know how long I have to be here I don’t have snacks or anything
update: I found a chocolate bar on my shelf but also my phone battery is at 20% I feel like bear grylls
I called you today. You didn’t answer and I wish you did. I wish you did so I could tell you how sorry I am that I let you be my happiness. I am sorry that I let you pull me so deep into your embrace only to push me away. I am sorry that I can’t lay down with you and forget that I did. I am sorry that I said I loved you that night and that I believed that you meant it. I am sorry that I breathed for you and me when I should have been breathing for me. I am sorry I let you kiss me that day because I thought that what I felt for you was the same as how you felt for me. I am sorry that our memories that once was so prominent is now fading. I am sorry that I am awake past midnight trying to remember how it felt when you would guide me through a crowd with your hand on my waist like I was yours. I am sorry that I couldn’t be your secret. And I am sorry you chose her over me.
9:15pm d.n.s. (via i-still-think-youre-beautiful)